Thursday, January 2, 2020

zebraman/

The man creeps into the zoo and steals a zebra for me.

The man promised to marry me and build me a small cabin in the forest at the end of the world

The man said he also always dreamed about dolphin hotel


maybe one day i would turn my back to u.don't be surprised at that time,cuz zebralady would be extremely tired sometimes.

The man could fly in the dark black sky in the midnight and steal all the bad dream from me

The man gives me his heart and blood as my birthday gift

The man talked about a lot of Taoism with me near the moonriver


maybe one day u would find all my pics r away from ur wall.don't be surprised at that time,cuz zebralady would be very mean sometimes.


The man got my black hair as a bookmark in his novel:Kafka by the shore

The man got my slim dress as his flying carpet when it comes to midnight

The man don't no me.cuz he can't c me.and he got lost in the Amazon tropical rainforest,with all the treefrogs,and colorful birds./

Friday, June 18, 2010

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

persist..../

hon i know it is painstaking, but we need to persist........... we should keep trying....../

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

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joerg快过30岁生日了,比我大7岁,这很好啊我觉得,我太需要一个成熟的像鲸鱼一样的男人包容我的一切了,在我耍愚蠢的小性子的时候在我动不动说分手的时候,死死的咬紧牙关说我不要,除了你谁还能真正受得了我呢,在下面说的很好的表现出无限崇拜之情的,到了现实里,我表露出我情绪的一小角,就被瞬间吓退了,我的男人只会说你是我的女孩。如果现在我和小飞侠飞到永不岛,如果现在要我去亚里安大厦找小志,我会不那么痛快,因为我觉得永不岛的玩具们和亚里安的邻居们不能填补我内心的空洞了,之前深深的阴影已经被照耀了一大半,我不那么害怕户外的阳光了- 起码走到外面的时候,比起大绿叶子下的阴影,我更乐意坐在上方毫无遮蔽的长椅上。/

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

need a job and friend/

我联系了若干voluntary work,人家很快打电话联系,但是真正的paid job还是没有一通电话。我暂时还是unemployed person,不知道何时会变成discouraged worker。不停的,递简历,碰壁,石沉大海。labour工也不好找,有massage,很远,到2区,转bus,作罢,暂时。whats next?/

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Romantic fool is in dream now.a plain dream/

long time in the blog i only wrote in Chinese. before i deleted a lot .cuz i was so...emotional.
Dear Joerg is in Hong Kong now, what depressed me most was that australian dollars keep going up these days,and my mom's gonna transfer money to me these days. and now i am still waiting for 2 parcels. 1 or 2 from from mom , and the other one from Joerg's mom. lemme receive em asap plz...the finals r coming..Kyara is in Japan now, ger is busy working ( answering calls) every day,and bingo's mom is a lil bit in trouble,but i guess she could live that after all.and what else? maybe i'm gonna move to a new place also ,whatever,first thing is the big final..every time i think of that, i felt pressure...plz lemme get over it..

hey get over it get over it hey

i guess i didn't bring OKGO with me this time..i only bring that old sunnypop( can i call that sunny pop joerg?) cd. btw, here in a 2nd hand cd store, i saw sun kil moon and pere ubu.but u know i just saw em and i didn't buy any of course.cuz i am bloody poor....that was bloody true..but peng said i should took the pere ubu album since its really rare.but $15 is still a lot for me, for i spent $20 around every week to buy food.although last time i sold some hats to earn some money.but even could not afford the rent.such a small room but such a big rent.yeah ..i will change this situation.
hon, u know i love u./

Sunday, February 8, 2009

晚睡晚起.xxxx/

这几天我天天睡很晚,因为Joerg总是在那会儿出现我们说话到深夜,有时候是十一点,有时候十一点半,有时候十二点,有时候一点,有时候一点半。然后第二天我就无法依然在八点或七点多起床了。同时我爸也会很生气的问我妈或者直接问我昨晚我是几点睡的。这是我顶顶不喜欢的。我明白他是为我好,但是这种逼问的感觉直接令我不爽,明明您知道我是睡的晚么,这样问毫无意思。我很想说,因为我天天晚上要和我男朋友说会儿话,但是他们都是觉得我是没有男朋友的么,或者他们觉得我从来没有交过男朋友么,但是可能么,我是个22岁的大姑娘了,而且我在考虑以后的事情了,我知道你也在考虑,不过你在考虑工作的事情,绿卡的事情,毕业去向的事情,这些固然很重要,但是同时这个时侯对我同样重要的事情是我要和我的男人在一起。无论结婚与否生孩子与否我们要在一起。因为我爱他。我敢这么大声说出来。而且我想我过去澳洲之后我要找个机会告诉我爸我妈,你们的女儿爱上了一个老外,而且这个老外愿意为你们的女儿放弃他现在的工作还有保险什么的来澳洲重新找个工作一起生活一起奋斗。前几天,签证下来的那个晚上,我和妈妈往小区的路上,我坐在电动车后面说“要是我找个老外呢”,我妈说“无所谓”。我回来跟Joerg说,他说I love ur mom!

昨晚小主给我推荐了个工作,是清洁工的工作,打扫办公室,从晚上9点到凌晨3,4点,然后晚上我又跟Joerg提起来这个事,他说我不想让你干这个,因为若你晚上独自一人走在墨的大街上我会担心死,我宁愿花钱雇个保镖跟你一起走。其实我倒没有说我有多美多性感,但是在最初的异国他乡夜里的路上我想我还是会害怕死的。Joerg说,你是我未来孩子的妈,所以please,保护好你自己。是啊,我是得保护好我自己,为了我爸我妈为了亲爱的Joerg为了所有一直陪伴在我旁边的好朋友。

格子,殿,小丽,司丹,蔡磊,李想,刘杰,黛比王,门门,羊,大姐,还有小孟孟,我确定我会非常想念你们的。不过时差只有三小时,所以我们保持联系吧!

其实春节Joerg上车之后我没有像圣诞节送他上飞机的那时候那么难受,因为这次Joerg可以来中国,因为他提前走了一天,若是稍微晚一天,那么他就来不了了,这样我俩可能就得到今年的夏天在澳的冬天相遇,然后这期间我也不确定我这个想太多的姑娘能否不多想能否坚持下来,但是他早来了一天,所以他来了中国,然后我们又顺利相见了,也给予了他给予了我莫大的信心,这是类似Karma的东西。Great Karma~。你相信Karma么?

今天8号。我做好准备一下飞机脱掉外套穿短袖了。Joerg说你穿上Berlin City的短袖走在墨的大街上一定很hot的。我希望我可以给你弄一件Luoyang City的短袖,我不是北京的,我也不是上海的,我是来自河南洛阳的姑娘,洛阳不大,车没有很多,火车站有点脏,但是我爱洛阳,因为我在这里长了16年,我熟悉这里的一切,我在这里恋爱又失恋,我在这里认识了我所有的好朋友,我在这里遇到了我的Joerg。Joerg说他喜欢洛阳,车没有很多,人们都很友善,还有很多好吃的东西,而且最重要的是我们在这度过了很多很棒的时光,一起去了洛阳的很多地方,不管是酒窝还是爱派,不管是火锅店还是天府担担面,不管是海景咖啡还是土大力,他说他忘不了,其实这些地方会永远的在我的心上。

本来是想说下最近的事情,然后说着说着又说到了洛阳,大家最近歪楼的瘾都很大。

希望大家09年都可以努力。努力工作,努力生活,努力学习,努力考试,努力做好人,努力孝敬父母,努力恋爱,努力奋斗。/