投了finance intern在redr

学校网站看到有这个internship 机会，一直都在拖延，今晚才投，然后current vacancies里都没有任何信息，但是还是认真照着JD填了application form也写了热情洋溢的email给hr，能有正面回应么？真的最近一点动静都没有，可能真的要去那个crappy accounting training了。真是desperate jobseeker。 看看最近一直叫我go out的假印度人那么容易就到ANZ上班了，而我，还在zara做着casual呢。算了不比了，也没什么好比的。再坚持下就挖到钻石了。就算挖不到钻石，玻璃也可以啊，也有长相不错的玻璃呢。

找工日记

今天投了一个叫global interaction的volunteer finance职位，网址如下http://www.christianjobs.com.au/display-job/12445/Volunteer---Finance.html?searchId=1428889394.08&page=4 在线投递，未改简历，写了cover letter，投递完又给负责这个的HR邮箱发了简历和coverletter。

今天BROTHERHOOD OF ST LAWRENCE给我打了电话，说也许有inventory assistant的职位，我现在基本方向就是要么fashion head office职位，要么银行entry level职位，或者有会计intern不花钱的那种。

今天就这样，不是很productive. 因为今天休息一天，昨晚又喝多，所以基本就是晚上这两三个小时开始工作。看ourstep前辈的找工经验，可能简历需要重新修改。投了westpac三个职位都一点动静都没有。commonwealth的电话自从上周四miss之后就再无音讯。

not confirmed/

let down - radiohead/

persist..../

hon i know it is painstaking, but we need to persist........... we should keep trying....../

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joerg快过30岁生日了，比我大7岁，这很好啊我觉得，我太需要一个成熟的像鲸鱼一样的男人包容我的一切了，在我耍愚蠢的小性子的时候在我动不动说分手的时候，死死的咬紧牙关说我不要，除了你谁还能真正受得了我呢，在下面说的很好的表现出无限崇拜之情的，到了现实里，我表露出我情绪的一小角，就被瞬间吓退了，我的男人只会说你是我的女孩。如果现在我和小飞侠飞到永不岛，如果现在要我去亚里安大厦找小志，我会不那么痛快，因为我觉得永不岛的玩具们和亚里安的邻居们不能填补我内心的空洞了，之前深深的阴影已经被照耀了一大半，我不那么害怕户外的阳光了- 起码走到外面的时候，比起大绿叶子下的阴影，我更乐意坐在上方毫无遮蔽的长椅上。/

need a job and friend/

我联系了若干voluntary work,人家很快打电话联系，但是真正的paid job还是没有一通电话。我暂时还是unemployed person,不知道何时会变成discouraged worker。不停的，递简历，碰壁，石沉大海。labour工也不好找，有massage，很远，到2区，转bus，作罢，暂时。whats next？/

Romantic fool is in dream now.a plain dream/

long time in the blog i only wrote in Chinese. before i deleted a lot .cuz i was so...emotional.
Dear Joerg is in Hong Kong now, what depressed me most was that australian dollars keep going up these days,and my mom's gonna transfer money to me these days. and now i am still waiting for 2 parcels. 1 or 2 from from mom , and the other one from Joerg's mom. lemme receive em asap plz...the finals r coming..Kyara is in Japan now, ger is busy working ( answering calls) every day,and bingo's mom is a lil bit in trouble,but i guess she could live that after all.and what else? maybe i'm gonna move to a new place also ,whatever,first thing is the big final..every time i think of that, i felt pressure...plz lemme get over it..

hey get over it get over it hey

i guess i didn't bring OKGO with me this time..i only bring that old sunnypop( can i call that sunny pop joerg?) cd. btw, here in a 2nd hand cd store, i saw sun kil moon and pere ubu.but u know i just saw em and i didn't buy any of course.cuz i am bloody poor....that was bloody true..but peng said i should took the pere ubu album since its really rare.but $15 is still a lot for me, for i spent $20 around every week to buy food.although last time i sold some hats to earn some money.but even could not afford the rent.such a small room but such a big rent.yeah ..i will change this situation.
hon, u know i love u./